I'll be missing you on Christmas...won't be kissing you on Christmas
Snow will fall and friends will call while I try to smile through it all,My dear, my love without you here
I'll be missing you on Christmas and all we used to do
As I pray to the skies tears will fill my eyes
Cause I'll be missing you on Christmas
As your star comes shining through, I;ll whisper I love you
Cause I'll be missing you on Christmas

As I sit on the sofa waiting for B to come home, I find myself thinking of our trip to Baltimore over Thanksgiving and how awesome it as! Despite spending the Saturday we were supposed to be in Annapolis in the hospital, it was by far the best trip I have ever taken. When we left here the Tuesday before I was giddy with excitement. WE spent the evening in Kansas City in the nicest hotel I've stayed in for a long time and slept in the largest, softest, and most comfortable bed I have ever slept in next to the man that I love...it was awesome. We woke up extremely early Wednesday morning and headed to the airport. We were first in line to get through security and after moving through very quickly the next two hours flew by. Then we were in the air and soon landed in Baltimore. I have never been so excited in my life.
Brian picked us up from the airport and we headed to have some Thai food...mine looked like vomit but it was tasty. Then it was back to the Renaissance for a day of just hanging out until his parents arrived and we headed off to try to go to the aquarium...which was closed. BOO! So to the Cheesecake factory we went where he parents were already eating and stared us down from across the restaurant since we had been seated so far away from them without them noticing...it was hilarious! The food was great and the cheesecake was awesome! We headed to the aquarium on Friday...it was by far the best day that I have ever had. The aquarium is amazing and I got to spend the day with the perfect date and took so many pictures I had to change batteries like three times. I loved it. Then we went to the two story barnes and noble inside the old power plant and that was awesome too! Then PF Chang's...omg...best chinese ever! Needless to say I had the most amazing time!
Baltimore was the first trip that B and I have ever taken together and it was by far the best ever. He sat with me in the hospital and spend every moment he could with me the whole time we were there. We walked, talked, and just hung out as well as heading to my favorite place in the world (the aquarium). It was our first trip together...and I will always remember it from the view to the trips to just hanging out and being together...sigh...I can't get over it.

Day 2 of not worrying my face off...spent the whole day with a huge smile on my face because I know he loves me and that he isn't going anywhere and that I may have seriously found the one this time

aybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

[chorus:]

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

[repeat chorus]

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you

[repeat chorus to fade]